Optimism.

You ever feel like you were too optimistic for your own good? Thats how I feel all the time. Like, you know how they say if you don't aim too high, then you won't be too disappointed? Yeah, I don't do that because then that makes you settle for less. I mean, I'm always so optimistic and expecting so much and hoping for more than the average person should, and then I ALWAYS get disappointed. No matter how hard I try to achieve my goals. Sometimes, I think I'm way too optimistic because in the end, I'm never satisfied with anything. Maybe I expect too much out of certain situations, or certain people, or certain things, or whatever. I want to become a little more pessimistic, but then it would be like I previously mentioned, as far as going for less. But like I said, I hate going for something that I'm so optimistic about, and it never happening for me. Makes me pretty sad, and UN-optimistic. Its kind of a circulating cycle of pain at times. Catch my drift?



I'll stick to my optimistic ways. Hopefully one day, I'll be satisfied...




:'(