Jealousy Pt. 2...

Is this REALLY how it is? I mean really?!?!? Talking behind my back and making up excuses for YOURSELF to make this situation acceptable in your own mind??? I'm far from a cocky person, and I dont rub shit in anyone's faces to make other people feel this way that you feel about me it seems. People are gonna be jealous of me regardless, and thats all good, but I USED to be the one that was jealous of everyone to an extent, and now YOU'RE the one falling into this mind state. I've almost completely left that way of thinking simply to better myself, and I consider that you do the same. I FINALLY have things going right for a little bit, and it seems that you cant accept that. No bullshit, it hurt me when I found out that you said some of the shit you said, and I actually believed it for a minute, but after re-evaluating the facts, I've come to the conclusion that you're simply jealous in this one situation. Which explains this blog. We've been friends for sooooooooooooo long, PLEASE don't let things get rocky because of some bullshit.

PLEASE.

I'm BEGGING you now.